Rukia's corner

anime0freak0yo @ 2009-07-29T14:43:00

2009-07-29T13:49:43Z

It sure has been a while since my last post!
This post won't be big, or deep, or meaningful.
PLEASE, PLEASE Stop Fox From Recasting Futurama Actors - http://301.to/59r
Futurama was a wonderful show also because it had such amazing voice actors! Please sign the petition so there's a better chance that we'll have the the same voice actors for the next season!

Thank you!

anime0freak0yo @ 2007-07-21T20:52:00

2007-07-21T21:55:34Z

Hi people!

Yesterday I went to the release of the last Harry Potter book at FNAC Colombo! YOSH!
I had a test at 9 AM so I couldn't go there that early... But perv-kun was there since 7 AM... He had to wait 2 hours until colombo opened and 1 until FNAC did the same... Oo
Anyway.. I wasn't to go there before 5 PM BUT he was feeling lonely, saying he needed to go to the WC and that his feet hurt... So I went a bit earlier... and when I get there there wasn't even a queue... -____- AND HE HADN'T GONE TO THE WC EVEN THOUGH HE COULD!
*sigh* Anyway.. when I get there (around 3 PM) He was playing with this thingy he didn't even know how to play with... and I passed just by him thinking 'don't make eye contact.. he's crazy' and I went straight into FNAC and he wasn't inside so I phoned him... he said he was outside and I wanted to hide myself for thinking what I did... even though it's a fact that he's crazy...
He was with a group of people that I came to know better through the time of waiting for the book. We went inside FNAC and met more people and since the group was getting bigger and bigger we went to the usual spot of the queue confident that the security wouldn't kick us out (it had been done when I wasn't there... I have no details about it) ... They didn't kick us out... but wouldn't let us sit down either so we stayed 2 hours standing in front of a empty bookshelf (where the books would be once it was 12 PM). Around 6 PM we sarted to form quite a group so we sat anyway, We got to know eachother and it was a lot of fun. THERE WAS A LOT OF OTAKUS! so the afternoon was spend talking about Harry Potter and occasionally Anime.
Besides the occasional security guard that would warn us about something we couldn't do the afternoon was much uneventful.
At night we had to make shifts to dinner... Around 9 PM we were occupying so much space that they took us to a place where a workshop of magic would take place at 11 PM. After we went inside we couldn't talk so freely like before because of the chair's position. We waited 2 hours for the show... If you weren't seated on the firsts rows you wouldn't be able to know anything of it...
The magicians had to fasten up the pace and a queue was formed behind the barriers to get the book. When teh clock hit 12 there were shrieks, people ran over and more events alike... Oo
I got my copy and ran to the register so I could pay and get my FREE ACTION FIGURE!!!! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~
I was all shaking... the guy wouldn't hurry and I was I afraid I wouldn't get one T.T
But after all there were more than what was previously told so I got mine... A DEMENTOR! weeeeeeeeee
He's so pretty! if I pull up the cloak I can see his column! It's like a tail... but he doesn't have any feet... I tried to pull up his mask... But I can't... so I can't really see how it would look if he 'kissed' someone....
I have it and I'm happy *sigh*

TODAY I've heard there are people that already finished the book.. I'm taking this calmly... this is the last book... I'm dieing to know how it ends but... but... I won't have anymore I want it to last T.T
AND 0eternal0 keeps spoiling me! I hate it! >.<

Sakura

the group waiting for teh book! =D

anime0freak0yo @ 2007-04-04T22:18:00

2007-04-05T00:18:41Z

TADAIMA!!!

TODAY the two necessary conditions for me to post here were achieved! first: I'm sleepy and bored, second: I'm FINALLY on 'holidays' *dance*.
I only get a 5 days holiday for easter when most of the people who comes bragging to me about it has two weeks T.T anyways... the frustration is so big for having classes while there's people doing nothing LIKE MY BROTHER WHO STAYS AT HOME GETTING HIS ASS FAT BECAUSE HE DOESN'T LEAVE HIS ROOM THE WHOLE DAY EXCEPT TO GO TO THE KITCHEN AND EAT! Ò.Ó that it feels great to stay at home just for the few, miserable 5 days that I'm able to *___* It's like I have the world taken out of my shoulders... It feels so good 8D
On the other hand... I still can't eat popcorn, gums and anything hard or that might get stuck on my braces... I couldn't resist to the coke calling and drank a few glasses on a party I went to MY PARENTS MADE ME! I'M NOT ALLOWED TO GO TO THE PARTYS I WANT BUT I HAVE TO GO TO THE PARTYS THEY WANT ME TO GO! ARGH! It felt really goooood :)~ I had to wash my mouth with water afterward anyway... but it felt good anyway *dreamy look*
Talking about college (not improving much here XD)... I'm finally UNDERSTANDING Linear Algebra! luckily this semester's teacher is way better than the last one's... Unfortunately I already had a test and it sucked... ¬¬ I should study harder... but I'm so tired T.T.... this is really stressing me out. I know I must study harder, but my head just can't take it... I dunno if it has anything to do with it, but I was sick until a few days ago. I even got to skip one day of school! I could barely breathe IT SUCKED! xP
Today was MO's lab! it was a load of fun! we weren't quite used to the class so we had to rush it a little but on the whole I think it was a very positive experience :D When I went to fetch water to fill the tube I accidentally turned on the tap and since I didn't know that it had to much pressure... hum... yeah... A guy who had his bag and his jacket near the sink and he got it all et thanks to me... Complain????? AHAHAHAHHAHAHA IT WAS SO FUNNY! AHAHAHHAHAHA... of course I didn't laugh on his face... I apologized... BUT IT WAS SO FUNNY AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA *cough cough*
NOW! THE BIG TALK!
NARUUUUUTO! I've been playing Naruto on Bento's Playstation Portable for the past few weeks (a little time here, a little time there... not continually.... I wish... 8)~ )
\o\ it's great /o/
I seem to get along pretty well with Neji! I practically won every match I've taken with him. I really like Kakashi and I wanted to play with him... but I suck with Kakashi T.T My dear Kakashi T.T I feel like I betrayed him *wails* I LOVE YOU KAKASHI! DON'T LEAVE MEEEEEEE! :'( *clears throat* anyway... then I was challenged to beat Orochimaru with Jiraiya. I was playing it today and I won... but I had been playing on hard mode before... and today it was on normal mode.... ¬¬ so I played again on hard mode and the losses came back T.T ... such a big kick in my ego ... oh well... BUT before I kept with the challenge I KICKED SAKURA'S BUTT! with whom you might ask? YES! SASUKE! AHAHAHAHHA! THAT would be a big kick on her ego... and her heart... and her mental sanity... I so pity her... NOT. MUAHAHAHAHAH. I felt so good after it >:D on with the game: big achievements! I won with Neji over Itachi! It was hard he even did the Mangekyou Sharingan on me and I could move fast... I was in slow motion and him kicking and punching me in real time... *pout* but I won anyway /o/ I won over shizune with Neji but I was pissed because I couldn't win with Kakashi, I have nothing against (or in favor of) her.
Oh.. And I'm lunching at home so I can buy a psp of my own and play naruto anytime I want *drooool*

Sakura

This was done on Photoshop /o/ I don't really get how I did the fog effect... but it ended up being cute! sasunaru all the way *rain dance*

anime0freak0yo @ 2007-02-22T13:35:00

2007-02-22T16:13:14Z

HELLOOOO!
I'm still not in the mood for putting here the photos but I said I would... so I will....

YEAH! That's how I was ^^ ... as the day went by my wig looked less and less like rukia's hair... i.i

Dunno the game nor the character... no comments can be made here...

I dunno the character here either... but he was so pretty *_____*

This time I know the game but I don't really know the character... -_-''' anyway... he was so pretty too ... 8D

This one I know and I know the serie! :D
I LOOOOVE Kakashi! I was hysterical the rest of the day for having taken a picture with him ♥_♥

Not my favourite disney movie nor my favourite princess but we look great together! :D

That pajama looked so sexy on him XD
The hat is original 8)~ NARUTOOOOOO *shriek*

YEY! me with the hat *____*
Looks better on Naruto anyway... ¬¬
BUT! my (not natural) blue eyes are visible *____*

yey! I haven't been too much on inuyasha lately... 'he' kissed kagome!
didn't have the wig on when we took the picture though...

Don't I look cool? 8)~
Every time I look at this pic I feel powerful XD

nothing to say... XD

Yô! :D
The dark glasses are naruto's XD

this is Sailormoon! she was so similiar *_____*
but she was with us from the begginig and I forgot to take a picture with her T_T

I ended up asking Kakashi for his book to take a pic *_____*
My fangirlism has its things... XD

FINALLY! I hate putting images here... to much work... x_x

Anyway... my father (being the lawyer he is) has been trying o screw this guys who screwed his career so he has been cheerful... I think he might have had some problems screwing the guys cause first thing he did this morning when I woke up (ok... I woke up at noon... so what? ¬¬ ) was yell at me about the trivial things:
1- My room is messy
2- I never leave the house
3- what do I want to do of my life
Happily I have developed immunity to my parents rants about the things wrong in me so it didn't take much toll on me... but he was moody and he left me moody too...

and thanks to my genious this post will have the right size! (shannaro!)

Sakura

anime0freak0yo @ 2007-02-22T00:09:00

2007-02-22T00:41:30Z

Yey!
Yesterday I was too tired, today I forgot to come here and post after the dentist....
Yesterday I went cosplaying to where EXPO'98 used to be. It was a lot of fun! It was the first time I cosplayed too so I was pretty happy, since I've been wanting to cosplay for a long time XD
It was a pitty that it rained but the weather was good in the whole perspective... besides the cold... I was wearing a mini skirt and I suffered quite a lot ... :s
Anyway... I took a picture with belle, allen, kakashi, pajama's naruto, mori-senpai, yukino, inuyasha and a few more I don't remember right now. And right now I don't feel like putting the photos here so I'll put them here tomorrow (promise).
Now... my visit to the dentist...
Hum.. yeah... Sakura strikes again... I was supposed to have gone there before this visit to put some rubber bands on my teeth and today I would but some metal things on them... thank god for my forgetfulness, I only went there today and I can't have the metallic things put on my teeth without the rubber bands... So I don't have a magnetic field on my mouth yet! yepiiii
But I'll have to put the things on anyway... but it'll be at the same time that I'll put on the braces.... OH! and I can't eat anything hard or that might get glued on the braces... and this includes gums (nooo), coke (NO!), POPCORN (NOOOOOOOO!)and a few other things I don't really care since I don't usually eat anyway... so yeah... I won't go to the cinema for the next 2 or so years because I can't eat popcorn :'( and I won't go to macdonalds eather since every other beverage ther sucks besides coke... oh and I'll start biting my nails cause I can't eat gums... I'm so unhappy! WHAT I'M I GONNA DO?
...snif... Anyway... I thought college started again tomorrow but it seems I have 'till monday to stay at home! :D
BUT I CAN'T EAT GUMS! T.T

Sakura

anime0freak0yo @ 2007-01-28T22:15:00

2007-01-28T22:15:35Z

yô! one more quizz(not the gayness one...):

You scored as Engineering. You should be an Engineering major!

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Engineering

100%

Art

92%

Biology

83%

Sociology

83%

Linguistics

83%

Chemistry

75%

Dance

67%

Philosophy

58%

Journalism

58%

Psychology

58%

Theater

50%

Mathematics

50%

English

50%

Anthropology

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
created with QuizFarm.com

I'm sincerly happy that I've chosen engineering... Tough I don't really understand why the hell is chemistry so high in my rank.... ¬¬
happily my 'love' for Anthropology was nicely evaluated...
oh... and on that gayness quiz I got 47% gay... it would mean I was lesbian, which I know I'm not so It's not worthy of being shown here... ¬¬
OMG my post is so big... T.T why me?????!
Sakura

anime0freak0yo @ 2007-01-21T12:57:00

2007-01-21T13:30:32Z

Yey! While I was waiting for the bathroom to be free so I could take a bath I did this 'quizzes' on My brother's computer. laugh like I did :

Your Brain's Pattern

Your brain is always looking for the connections in life.
You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first.
You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker.
You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

sure... something like that....

Your Blog Should Be Yellow

You're a cheerful, upbeat blogger who tends to make everyone laugh.
You are a great storyteller, and the first to post the latest funny link.
You're also friendly and welcoming to everyone who comments on your blog.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

YEAH! that's me for you! ;)
But I like it grey as it is...

Your Mood Ring is Yellow

Imaginative
Wondering
Thoughts
Peaceful

Mood Ring Generator

yeah.... most of the time...

You Are 70% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?
But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

How Weird Are You?

I'm not weird... am I ?

Your Hidden Talent

You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words.
You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel.
People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation.
When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

this is a total lie... I hate talking... I almost fainted last year when I hado to present an essay at school....

Your Kissing Purity Score: 77% Pure

You've hardly ever been kissed

But the kisses you've given are very missed

Kissing Purity Test

I doubt that XD

Your Personality Profile

You are pure, moral, and adaptable.
You tend to blend into your surroundings.
Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends.

You believe that you live a virtuous life...
And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.
As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

what can I say.... hum.... I don't have such an harsh eye... I think....

Your IQ Is 115

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional

Your General Knowledge is Exceptional

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

hum... yeah....

Your Birthdate: May 6

You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you.
Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first.
You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world.
An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be.

Your strength: Your intuition

Your weakness: You put yourself last

Your power color: Rose

Your power symbol: Cloud

Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Can't say anything about this.... ¬¬

You Know You're Portuguese When....

Your mother or grandmother has Maria in her name.

You have a rooster napkin holder.

Your father or grandfather is called Manuel, Jos鬠Antonio, or Jo㯮

You have crocheted doilies on your kitchen counters, dining room, living room, bedroom--on all your tables.

You decorate your walls with plates.

Your house is a mini church with just as may statues of saints and Jesus as your church itself.

You're 25 and still living with your parents. (Extra points if you're married and living with your spouse in your parent's house)

You warn other drivers of police on the highway by flashing your lights, even though one of the drivers might have just robbed a bank.

You baptize your child and send him to catechism even though you might never go to church except for weddings and funerals.

You think all university graduates should be called "Doutor" and like to be called so if you are one of the chosen few who have managed to finish college.

You park on the sidewalk when necessary, even asking the person standing there to please move away.

You have a mobile phone and spend a small fortune on it, but think twice about going to the dentist.

You have a mother or grandmother who wears black.

You spend your holidays in Spain instead of in Portugal because it is cheaper.

If you are a woman, you have been to see a "curandeiro" (healer) or have had your fortune told.

You insist you wouldn't be caught dead buying Spanish olive oil even though most of the olive oil consumed in Portugal comes from Spain.

You laugh at jokes about the Alentejanos but get angry to know that the same jokes are told in Brazil about the Portuguese.

You think that you can catch a cold with a draft or by sitting in the spring sun. Cold drinks are also thought to bring on the dreadful "gripe". And don't let anyone have a shower after eating as something terrible could happen to them.

You get a letter from your doctor saying you can't work because of an "unspecified, ongoing medical condition" and then go on a two-week holiday.

Your child's teacher misses two weeks (because of a letter from his or her doctor) and you don't complain because you also will use the same doctor when you have to miss two weeks from your work.

If you are from Porto you don't like people from Lisbon and call them Moors. The reverse is also true but they don't call you a nice word like "Moor".

You think Brazilians speak incorrect Portuguese and will not read a book written in Brazilian Portuguese.

The last major military victory you can remember your country having was the Battle of Aljubarrota in 1385.

You say that the Portuguese, unlike the Spanish, are good at learning foreign languages.

Your parents own like 9 houses in Portugal but complain about the lack of money in the States.

Going to Portugal involves buying gifts for all 500 members of your family

You go crazy for the World Cup

You refer to Portugal as "O Continent"

You've walked in "as paradas" longer than you can remember

You have grape vines in your backyard

You earned over $10,000 for your first communion.

To hell with the Turkey and Roast Beef! X-mas dinner was bacalhau au braz, baby!

A barbeque does not consist of burgers on the grill... Hello! Can you say sardinhas?

You've had your license for a month, but your $20,000 car has been "hooked up" for a year. I'm talking rims, tints, a system...

A wooden spoon equals discipline, or if you ever had to duck so you wouldn't get hit with flying shoes.

Your parents anticipate that you'll marry your first long-term boyfriend/girlfriend.

When you hear the word "Sagres" you think Beer, not historical marine school.

Nothing beats a buttered papo-seco.

Your 15 year old brother is allowed to have two girls sleep over, but your 19 year old sister can't go out past 7pm.

You think that 2am is too early to go to bed and that 11am is to early to get out of bed.

Your grandmother tells you look sick because you are too thin.

Your parents make you eat 3 servings of dinner at each sitting otherwise they think you don't like the cooking.

You're proud to be Portuguese - and you pass these jokes on to all your Portuguese friends!

Get Your Own "You Know You're" Meme Here

I didn't read them all, but the few I read scared me...

You Know You're Addicted to Coffee When...

You can jump start your car without cables.

You answer the door before people knock.

You get a speeding ticket even when you are parked.

You've worn out your third pair of shoes this week.

Your eyes stay open even when you sneeze.

You grind coffee beans in your mouth.

You can type sixty words per minute -- with your feet.

You soak your dentures in coffee overnight.

You sleep with your eyes open.

You have a picture of your coffee mug on your coffee mug.

Instant coffee takes too long to make.

You channel surf faster without the remote.

You don't sweat... you percolate.

You've built a miniature city out of little plastic stirrers.

You short out motion detectors.

You walk twenty miles on your treadmill before you realize it's not plugged in.

The only time you are standing still is during an earthquake!

You've worn the finish off your coffee table.

All your kids are named Joe.

Juan Valdez named his donkey after you.

People get dizzy just watching you.

Starbucks owns the mortgage on your house.

The nurse needs a scientific calculator to take your pulse.

The Taster's Choice couple wants to adopt you.

When someone asks 'How are you?' you say, 'Good to the last drop'.

You buy milk by the barrel.

You can outlast the Energizer bunny.

You can take a picture of yourself from ten feet away without using the timer.

You can't even remember your second cup.

You chew on other people's fingernails.

You don't even wait for the water to boil anymore.

You don't get mad, you get steamed.

You don't need a hammer to pound in nails.

You don't tan, you roast.

You forget to unwrap candy bars before eating them.

You go to AA meetings just for the free coffee.

You go to sleep just so you can wake up and smell the coffee.

You have to watch videos in fast-forward.

You haven't blinked since the last lunar eclipse.

You help your dog chase its tail.

You introduce your spouse as your coffee mate.

You just completed another sweater and you don't know how to knit.

You lick your coffeepot clean.

You name your cats Cream and Sugar.

You ski uphill.

You speak perfect Arabic without ever taking a lesson.

You speed-walk in your sleep.

You spend every vacation visiting Maxwell House.

You think being called a drip is a compliment.

You think CPR stands for Coffee Provides Resuscitation.

You'd be willing to spend time in a Turkish prison.

Your first-aid kit contains two pints of coffee with an I.V. hookup.

Your coffee mug is insured by Lloyds of London.

Your lips are permanently stuck in the sipping position.

Your nervous twitch registers on the Richter scale.

Your only source of nutrition comes from Sweet & Low.

Your taste buds are so numb; you could drink your lava lamp.

Your Thermos is on wheels.

You're so wired, you pick up AM radio.

You've built a miniature city out of little plastic stirrers.

You've worn out the handle on your favourite mug.

You take your morning coffee with you in the shower.

Your heart beats noticeably faster as a reaction to the smell of coffee.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to coffee.

Get Your Own Addicted Meme Here

HERE IS THE RPOOF I'M NOT ADDICTED! MUAHAHAHA

Oh no... T.T.... my post will be bigger than it should be!!!!! I hate me!

Sakura

anime0freak0yo @ 2007-01-15T02:07:00

2007-01-15T02:07:23Z

Yey!
First of all I want to thank 0eternal0 for the wonderful layout featuring Rukia from Bleach! :D
My new found model! When I grow up I wanna be just like her... before she starts having human feelings, that is... not that I don't like her now that she has feelings... still like her! A LOT! (picture taken from December's calendar... dunno what year....)
I want to thank blackwizzard too since he was the one who could solve the problem of putting the new layout here.
Now with all the thanks said I can start babbling like usual (muahahahaha?):
I finished my first season of exams last friday! It went horribly but at least I know what to count with for the second season...
AND this is a great improvement! Can't really tell why, but, even though I keep being as pessimist as ever... I'm unusually happy (not that I have any reason for that XD). But, the most reasonable way of trying to explain this sudden and stupid happiness is because I'm going through a very spiritual part of my life... unfortunately I still can't turn vegetarian... vegan would even be better....
Anyway... on with more interesting matters. On this resting weekend I remembered I still had a few episodes of Bleach to see before the gap I have on the DVDs... the fact is that I reached the gap and now I want so desperately to see what happens that I have to see it on youtube with such poor quality... (compared to the quality of the DVDs... compared to Tsubasa's quality on youtube it's considered high quality... XD)
Contemplating this, I can only conclude that I'm much more into shounen than shojo... It's strange since I like WAFF a lot, but seems that when it's to much my stomach just can't take it *shiver*... even looking at my manga shelf I don't see many shojo, more shounen or normal... -____-''
This must be some kind of punishment from a former life when I was such an horrible person, cause I don't seem to have anything right in me, I wonder what could I have done to deserve such things in THIS life... ¬¬
Oh since the new layout requires some new designs I took the large pictures from the previous posts, except for those who didn't change the size of the post.

Sakura

anime0freak0yo @ 2006-12-08T03:06:00

2006-12-08T03:06:48Z

Hey!
It's 2:00 am and I can't sleep.... weeeeeeeeeeee
I felt lucky and drank two coffees... meaning that every single atom of my being is asking for sleep, but if I go to bed I'll just toss and turn.
Since I'm awake and not really thinking I'll just say whatever comes to my mind! :D
Something interesting to talk about is the effect the 2 coffees had on me. Besides the fact that I'm still awake, I was all giggly the rest of the afternoon (after the 2nd coffee). And I was talking with this guy on the bus station and he said 'My legs are hurting!' and I totalLy misunderstood ('cause I was listening to music at the same time!) and I asked 'YOUR BRIEFS ARE HURTING? *giggle*' and he was all 'O.o WTF? are you ok? what the hell are you thinking?!' luckily we know each other since we were 5 and he didn't think I'm mentally damaged XD
AND he remembers my second name! this is so stupid, but I get really happy when ppl remember it! :D maybe because I never use it and I think that it's normal that ppl don't know it... by knowing they're showing me that they care about me? weeeeeee
Anyway... it was nice talking to him, we don't see each other that much, but oddly, we've seen each other a lot this week .... XD
Talking about less funny things... today I had an an algebra mini test.... didn't go that well... but I can't make any prediction about it.... ¬¬ later I stayed in college to work on FP's project, in which we have to make a card game.... I didn't help much, but some work was made and we might deliver it in time. That's when I had to drink my second coffee to keep focused....
Oh! some while back, when I was complaining about not having a boyfriend a friend of mine told me that there's this guy that might be interested.... I think he was only trying to cheer me up... I mean.. hellooooo I don't see anything in me that someone might like....I just assume that no one does XD and he says that I'm must be really dozing of every time of the day for not noticing.... ¬¬ If it was that obvious I think I would notice.... I think... But he says that the guy doesn't even talk to me 0.o ... what kind of interest is that? oh... and my friend refuses to tell me who's the guy, so I really think he's lying.
Oh! And on chapter 333 of Naruto naruto said something really sweet about sasuke! *_* I'm getting a lot of illusions about sasunaru becoming canon... naruto is just growing up.... :') soon or later it had to happen.... but sasunaru canon.... weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it would a be a dream coming true... *_*
Wow. I think my productivity is directly proportional to my sleepiness... I think I never wrote such a big post.... probably I haven't written one as stupid too.... All this was written on muscle memory, my brain is on stand by since bed time... XD

No pics on this pc = no pics on this post

Sakura

anime0freak0yo @ 2006-11-26T22:26:00

2006-11-26T22:26:40Z

HI!
After a weekend spent studying for something I don't get I just feel like talking, so I'm here, ignoring the fact that my godfather won't sink low enough as to post a comment on my previous post.
Like I said, I'v been studying something I don't get very well, so I started reading his dark materials - The golden compass again when I get too frustrated.... THE MOVIE IS COMING UP! but I have to wait until next year though...............-__- The problem is, I didn't remember everything before I started reading it, but as I go on I start remembering and it gets kind of boring to know what's happening next.... =____=
AND! It's official! My mother needs psychiatric treatment! She is involved in this 'big' (at least through her point of view) event and she puts everyone in the house working for her. I hate that thing and she makes me get everything she needs from the internet... I said I want credit for what I've done but she just laughed on my face... we'll see who works for her next year.... hum... and she thinks I'm dieing to go work with her just because there's people I know doing it with her.... oh puhlease!
This is almost as stupid as the idea she has that every single guy I talk with is my boyfriend.... My father says we're too alike to get along, but I can't see any common feature....
And then there's this thing 0eternal0 told me that's getting on my nerves. It has a lot to do with me but it goes against everything I believe in and I'm getting more and more frustrated, because she knows me the best and if she says so... I believe.... it's hard for me not believing it.... xuif....

Sakura

anime0freak0yo @ 2006-11-18T23:22:00

2006-11-18T23:22:28Z

Today (A SATURDAY 0_o) I went to college to have an algebra test... It was so awful I didn't even got sad... I studied a lot and when I saw it the only thing I was able to think was 'what the hell have I been doing?! I don't know how to do this!' x___x
Fortunately I had swimming lessons (pity that the teacher went easy on us.... -___- )and it got me distracted... but my friends noticed that I was babbling to much XD... This meaning that we laughed a lot...
BUT it isn't over! I still have an electronic exercise that I should finish by tomorrow, which I doubt I'll be able to... oh yeah... I should be so stressed... this is so strange... am I giving up? hum....
Oh! And I talked with a friend I haven't seen for a long time! and it was when I was talking to him that I realized how childish I feel when I'm in college... I never really cared if I acted childish, but now it seems out of place..... 0_o?
Oh! And I got really surprised when I got to my college and saw so many ppl! I mean! it's SATURDAY! I was all gloomy thinking that it was going to be empty ... and it was more crowded that ever! which means that my definition for saturday has been changed:
before: SATURDAY=stay in bed until 12:00 and do nothing
Now:SATURDAY=go to school and have it more crowded than any day of the week.

oh! I finally have this music in my possession (muahahahahah):

Artist/Band (?):Café Quijano
Music Name:Poesía de amor

Te quiero escribir una poesía de amor
que hable de ti, que hable de mí.
Serán versos en el aire que puedas respirar,
que te empapen el alma, que te empapen de amor;
serán letras con verdad unidas en mi corazón
para decirte que te amo, que te quiero,
que te sueño, que te necesito.

Cómo puedo explicar lo que el alma intenta decir,
trato de entender que amar puede ser así.
Evitaré mientras pueda martirizar mi existir,
dejaré al azar la suerte de sentirte aquí.
Recitaré mi poesía de amor sólo con mis besos;
en ellos te diré que te amo, que te quiero,
que te sueño, que te necesito.

I didn't know the lyrics but I thought It was really beautiful, now that I know them I still like it! (normally I see the lyrics and never hear it again XD)

Sakura

This image is not mine. Ask for credit or tell me to take it off if it's yours on a comment.

anime0freak0yo @ 2006-11-06T17:45:00

2006-11-06T17:45:30Z

Yey! my cousin married last saturday! I had such a pretty hairdo! I looked like a princess.... *_*
And the bride asked me to take the veil....*_* but the photographer didn't want me to... bitch...
I ate a lot... I think I'm fed until next week.
But I'm really happy 'cause now they're gonna have a bunch of kids and I'm gonna torture them all!!! (muahahaha) Though they seem kind of reluctant when we talk about kids... -_____-

Sakura

anime0freak0yo @ 2006-10-30T22:15:00

2006-10-30T22:22:12Z

...Snif... I'm sooo depressed, my life has no meaning.... WHAT AM I DOING HERE??????? I NEED TO FEEL THAT I'M WORTH FOR SOMETHING BUT I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING!!!!!!!! :'(
I can't be left alone or I might commit suicide....pity I'm such chicken... Why did I have to be born girl?! guys don't have this stupid depressions... I must be PMSing.... I need to cry.... I need love... argh! I don't know what I need.
I think what i need most is a shoulder to cry on....

Sakura

anime0freak0yo @ 2006-10-22T11:30:00

2006-10-22T10:48:29Z

This has been the shortest time I've been without writing here. I'm still kind of depressed, but due to godfather's complaints about ME writing what I'm feeling in MY JOURNAL, I'm making an effort, because I really like him *toothy grin*
0eternal0 I REALLY LIKE YOU TOO!
*thinks* I HAVE A NEW MOBILE PHONE! the old one's battery had been screwed for quite some time so I'm happy! but my father sold the old one and I lost some numbers... :'( that I don't even know who they belong to.... I'm soooo stupid... I should have writen them in in paper.... :'(
I have a new wallet tooo! It's pink!
And now I'm just babbling.... ^____^;
AND I finally found this lyric:

Artist: Cascada
Album: Everytime We Touch
Year: 2006
Title: Everytime We Touch

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side

It's so beautiful.... :') I'd like to feel like that someday.... :')

I need to cry

Sakura

anime0freak0yo @ 2006-10-20T14:34:00

2006-10-20T13:55:39Z

Dunno what's happening to me. I feel this weight on my chest, can't really say what it means... -____-
Today I had a test and couldn't finish it.... T_T I'm just too slow... it happened already with last year's exams... I SHOULDN'T HAVE DRAWN MY FIRST BREATH! Sometimes I wonder if there's really a reason for my life... I mean... I can't do anything...I'm not special in any way...What am I doing here? I feel lost..... Maybe if I turn Nun I can find my way? but I'm not that religious... -____-
I'm tired of life... there's not that much that makes me say 'I LOVE MY LIFE!' ... it's exactly the opposite... It's like my life has no meaning....
yey... and the cd that is playing on shuffle chose a great moment to play 'Within temptation-Angels'
BUT I'm going shopping today! consumerism makes me less sad!

I need sweets

Sakura

anime0freak0yo @ 2006-10-13T17:55:00

2006-10-13T18:28:06Z

Hey! Here I am, back to dump a few more worries!
I love my college, It's like I'm living a dream, but I can see it becoming a nightmare If i don't get the hang of it fast.... I'm totally not getting anything of Mathematical Induction. My teacher from high school tried really hard to put that in my head... but miracles don't happen.... -_-
BUT! ON THIS POST I HAVE SOMETHING NEW! Unlike the previous posts I actually have something good to tell!!!!!!!
I HAVE A GODFATHER! I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH! don't really know why.... oh well.... I have a godfather at exactly 2 weeks and 1 day! he became my godfather when he dumped a few liters of water on me for my baptism! My second one! It was a very emotional day for me... :') and I had to pay him a drink just because he accepted to be my godfather.... -_-
With this new post I'd like to brag about my background! I MADE IT! ^^V Ok, it isn't that great, but I did it on my first attempt... I'm really proud... *drool*

Will come back when I need to take some sadness out

Sakura

anime0freak0yo @ 2006-09-19T16:53:00

2006-09-19T16:04:49Z

AND IT'S PARTY TIME!
I'm in college! After an year spent stressed over my entrance (or not) I finally know that I entered!
And I'm not going to be alone! this friend of mine I know from 5,6 & 7th grade will be with me! yepiiii
I'm kind of scared since it's so big, ther must be a lot of ppl there... And I'm practically sure that I'm not mentally mature enough to go to college... I'm not used to such responsibility!!! I'm dying with stress... I'm so afraid...
Oh well since my journal is more like a problem's bin I can't say much more... when I'm ready to kill myself I'll make a final post... eh eh eh

Sakura

don't have any picture that can be applied here

anime0freak0yo @ 2006-08-21T14:25:00

2006-08-21T13:44:32Z

Yey! I'm back from holidays! Those were the worst days of the month! No internet, 1 tv shared by 10 ppl and a room full of dust (I'm allergic), well, at least I didn't sleep on the floor and that's the worst someone can make me do.
The days were spent soaking in the swimming pool, the same pool that was full of almost green water... oh god... If someone said I would spend most of the day in something like that I would say they needed treatment, but noooo. boredom made me need treatment.
I had to take this GREAT baths to feel clean again. To make things even batter, the guy I shared the room with wouldn't let me sleep. He would poke me on the head and ask 'ARE YOU ASLEEP?' I slept until 12 pm today, which might not be too much for some ppl, but it is for me since I usually wake at around 7/8 am. I had this enormous bags under my eyes and there was no coffee to keep me awake.
I feel light and carefree now! wow, must do this more often, I have a use for this journal! yey!

Sakura

blabbing

2006-07-31T18:29:42Z

I feel like talking. But since I'm stuck at home I can't really talk to no one. There's no one on messenger either. I'm bored. Can't find Sasunaru doujinshi which makes me stressed. I never get the car license so I can get out of here whenever I want.... *groan*
There's no one to hang out with, the few friends I have here are older and have work... I'M SO ALONE!!!! Another friend of mine is moving! I hate this place! I want to live in the city! I love pollution, people screaming at each other, five minutes away from everything! I NEED NOISE! argh. I need treatment. Thank god no one will read this.
Oh well, might as well keep going.
I think I'm old, ppl this days do everything so early... it's like I'm falling behind. I'm not ashamed, I'm just stunned how they manage when I was 14 I didn't think (much) about sex. Now they don't only DO IT but have kids too. There must be some problem with young's minds nowadays.... And I'm feeling so old saying this... oh crap.
Now I'm depressed. Oh well, I learned to live with depression long time ago. I write this now so when I'm older I'll look back and (hopefully) will be able to say 'I'm glad it's over.'

Sakura

anime0freak0yo @ 2006-07-28T18:03:00

2006-07-28T17:19:34Z

Oh well, since I'm settled (sort of) I'm going to make good use of this journal.
Since my first language isn't english I ask for forgiveness right now because of offending spelling or grammar that I might come up with... Even with spelling check, that I don't really like using, but will have to compromise....^_^;
I joined Live journal most because of sasunaru's communities, I felt like a freak when I talked with people that liked naruto, but couldn't even hear about sasunaru, until this great friend of mine showed me one community and I ended up in the others...
There's not much to expect of my posts, since I don't plan on doing some mind blowing posts, probably just babbling. If I get to finish any fic (which I usually can't do) and post it here I'm sure to post it in the community, so no harm done. Same with fanart, but I don't really like my drawings, so it won't be that often.
Conclusion: Don't expect much from this journal. I'm a demented fangirl that gets perverted sometimes. Unless you like to read entries with no interest at all feel free to stay.

Sakura (CCS)

anime0freak0yo @ 2006-07-25T18:21:00

2006-07-25T17:39:03Z

This is the last atempt. If I can't work with this I'll work what I can and never bother my already tired head with this again.

blah blah blah love sasunaru

blah blah blah love sasunaru

anime0freak0yo @ 2006-07-25T16:52:00

2006-07-25T16:14:11Z

Oh well. I need to try the comands, so if someone comes here by accidente please don't mind my exploring, ne ne? ^_^;

blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. I love sasunaru blah blah blah blah blah blah

I hope this worked... oh well

*prays to god that it worked*

Boo (?)

2006-07-24T10:26:25Z

just testing... I'm just so afraid that this won't work... oh well... no one will read it...
blah, blah, blah, blah